looked through some posts from earlier this year and saw this quote which apparently came from the fortune cookie app on fb (which by the way, says amusing things but lies a hell lot):

"You need only to understand that it is not necessary to understand, but only to enjoy."

it's pretty amazing, that so much has happened and i currently can safely say that i've progressed from being able to regard that statement with all neutrality to now having to concede to the idea that refusing to even attempt to understand and deciding to focus solely on "enjoying" is pretty damn irresponsible+selfish at times! and it's what i find myself doing o: |: ): D:

gotta cut that out, albeit slowly.

ohdear i'm sleepy and op script is only 3/4 memorized and needs to have around 20secs of content shaved off. goodnight.