and i wonder a bit,
whether it's just myself succumbing to mob mentality :o i do hope not.


sigh i wish this didn't matter.


p.s.: i so frequently think of that which has come to pass and really, it amazes me how much i would've said yes to if you'd just asked. yet of late i've been taught otherwise, been taught that certain lines of argument can be so unreasonably, irrationally structured but that i have every right to still subscribe to them, just because. i. am. my. own. person! :)

Strangely, I sort of do enjoy this childishness.